101 Riddles

Lips LIE, but eyes NEVER...


PS : I didn't walk away. It's you who let me go...


♥♥♥Pela♥♥♥

Looklet of ME!

TGIF!
Feel sleepy since morning. I guess i'm in my biggest urge to have my 12hrs-beauty-sleep. And i'm quite free now. Have nothing to do. so,here i am. Playing looklet and trying to make a looklet of Me!
PS : Please ignore the model's face and body. Coz, it's totally different from mine! The model in the photo is TOO PERFECT! HAHA... Just keep your eyes on the style and fashion items. Put all my fave items into it!






Behind the scene :
♥ Background : Singapore Flyer
♥ Top : Mini dress & Lucky Charm necklace
♥ Accessories : Vintage Ring, Pearl earrings and Bracelet
♥ Bag : Shoulderbag
♥ Shoes : Wedges
♥ Extras : Cutie Headband
♥ Effect : Sidelight


♥♥♥Pela♥♥♥

犬と私の１０の約束

The movie title in English is "10 Promises to My Dog"...
First time i read about this on the pet shop when i bought dog food for my Tintin... All of sudden i feel like i wanna cry... there's few points in the list that really touching. Well, glad to know that i do have feelings. Hehe...
But i can't really remember what exactly the 10 promises that i've read before. so that i've been trying to search on the net about the list of the promises. And the closest I could find are the followings:

1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Regular separation from you will be painful and can even cause depression. Think before you buy me.

2. Give me time to understand what you want from me don’t be impatient, short-tempered or irritable.

3. Place your trust in me and I will always trust you back, respect is earned not given as some sort of inalienable right.

4. Don’t be angry with me for long, and don’t lock me up as punishment. I am not capable of understanding why I am being locked up. I only know I have been rejected. You have your work, entertainment and friends. I only have you.

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understand your words, I do understand your tone. “You only have to look at my tail” to know that.

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget, if that treatment is unjust or bad, it may spoil the special bond between us.

7. Please do not hit me. I cannot hit back, but I can bite and scratch and I don’t ever want to feel the need to do that.

8. Before you tell me off me for being uncooperative, obstinate, or lazy, ask yourself if something might be wrong with me. Perhaps I’m not getting the right food or I’ve been out in the sun too long, maybe my heart is getting old and weak, or maybe I’m just dog-tired.

9. Take care of me when I get old. You too will grow old and will also want care, love, and affection.

10. When I die, please, please to have around. Please remember me, that was much I love you.

The words are not exactly the same... Maybe i should try to do more search later...
Arghhh... I should not read this and told my mom about this. In the end we were crying together... We just can't imagine how if oneday we have to live without HER...


♥♥♥Pela♥♥♥

Have i told you lately?

Have i told you lately that i LOVE you?
Have i told you there's no one else above you?
YOU feel my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

For the morning sun and it's glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
YOU fill my life with laughter
YOU can make it better
Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the ONE...

Have i told YOU latelty that I LOVE YOU?

PS : I never ever can say GOODBYE to YOU...

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Days without YOU

You never knew who loved YOU most...
You never knew who you love the most...
You never knew the star you admired from far was actually by your side all along...
You never knew that this world is full of so many things you never know...

In matters of heart, there will always be the things that we don't understand. The only thing we can do is keep trying and showing what we feel and how much we care.
I'm simply wishing that i have someone who can be here with me through all the good and bad times and someone whom i can be happy just by share my home-made meals...

I want the deepest, darkest, and sickest parts of you that you are too afraid to share with anyone, because i LOVE you that much... and sometimes when i try not to talk to you about what's on my mind, it doesn't mean i'm over it or that i feel better or that i'm ever going to be okay... I'm just too speechless till the words can't come out from my mouth...

And i just realised that i just wasted our moments. I don't take the time to say the things that are in my heart when i have a chance...
I just can't express my feeling to you ever since we both separate for a long time and met again.And i don't know how to start...
Maybe it will be easier just to express the feeling by text msg. Or i hope that my eyes can speak what my hearts want to say to you.



PS : The cat is DEFINITELY missing the bird...



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What my heart wants to say

Somewhere...

Between all of our laughs, long talks, stupid lil fight, and all of our jokes,

I FALL IN LOVE!


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Stay SINGLE and HAPPY!

Thinking too much has made me a lil bit crazy, mad and fool (again,again & again)... Can't help myself. You drive me crazy. and i don't wanna be like this. not anymore. Spending days and nites just to thinking about our "undone busniness"... too much question marks on my head. INSANE! It must have been LOVE, but it's OVER now!

Enough is enough. and i've made a very hard yet the best choices that i can. Although (still) it's like my mind (finally) knows what's right, but my heart is being retarded and still cares.
Agree or not. it's my decision... It must be much easier and comfortable if we are just FRIEND. just a FRIEND. i have no hard feeling about this... Really. It's just me who can't survive in the relationship like this.

My fav quote that really inspiring me is " If you cannot save the relationship, at least save your pride"... INDEED TRUE!
Although when you are gone, i will feel like a BIG PART of me has disappeared. But it's time to let YOU go on ur own way. so do I. Don't you ever heard that a REAL relationship happen when we are ready to be apart together?

Finally, all i have to do are to FORGIVE and FORGET. And FORGET to feel again.
And i'm welcoming you to my LIFE and my heart as my "FRIEND"
We'll be best friend. It's more than enough. Nobody will hurt.

27.02.2010
The (half) heartbroken girl...

Adjusting...

It hurts when you love someone and they don't love you back...
But i think, the worst hurt is when they already loved you before, and you didn't know it until they were over you.

And i guess, i was just one of those people who was supposed to walk in YOUR life, teach YOU a lesson of love and life, and then i'm walking out...

Is it mine or your fault? or our surrounding' ? No, it's not mine babieehh... I'm NORMAL. It's everybody else that needs adjusting. Yes, including YOU!

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One to Ten

1. I know GOD is very kind to me as He created me and placed me in this adorable family and friends. He created so much colour in my life and never leave me alone whenever i'm stuck in the black and grey. I love Jesus!
2. I do appreciate everyone who comes and goes from my life. Those who filled in my heart and life. Some are still in, some have become history. Sooner or later, everyone will become a "memory".
3. I enjoy cooking than baking.
4. I am trying hard to please everyone while i know it's kinda impossible.
5. I love purple and Doraemon. I really wish to have Doraemon's "kantong ajaib" so that i can take out his "Pintu Kemana Saja" and i can travel around the world just in a wink.
   
6. I get bored easily with something and someone.
7. I could hardly remember about something that happened in the past. Yes,i'm forgetful person. I only can remember to those worth to remember.
8. I will get mad when things doesn't happen as what i've planned.
9. I hate mosquitos to the max! They are really disturbing me during my work and my sleep.
10. I realized when i miss someone, it's not that i really miss the PERSON, but i actually miss the moment when i was with him/her.
    

Sharing photos!

* Spaggedies ^ 24 December 2009 *

It were taken from our Christmas dinner! Enjoy!!!

Me with the Christmas tree....

With the gang and all the gifts...



Just share two of them...Haha...! too lazy to upload it one by one... =P

End of 2009

30.12.2009

Yaiyyy...end of the year! i've got an invitation for New Year's Eve tom night! yeap...it's a private party from my mom's family...and plan to go there with mom, xing and xiang... of course after family dinner gathering (from dad's side)... it'll be fun!!! can't wait tomorrow!!! =)))

I was not bored as i thought...since the gang were went to KL and Bali for their holiday! i still have pea! hoho...we went to groceries shop last night and had martabak gapa for supper!!! geezzzz....
This year christmas, i spend it with the gang...we had our christmas dinner at Spaggedies and doing gift exchange...after that,we went to Entrance!!! *yeap...it's quite weird. coz, i never ever like to go to that place...but,it's Christmas!* HEHE...=p

I need to list up all my resolution for new year...Hope everything going smoothly in 2010...
will update my resolution list later...
back to work!

Happy New Year 2010!!!

Bitter Babe

TGIF!

Cuaca yg mendung dingin-dingin empukkkk....i love today's weather!
Nothing special happened in this week...just went around having fun with friends... and tonite,i will dating pea...going to watch movie...Film GAJEBO yang jelas tersirat bahwasanya kita dalam kondisi amat sangat despo desperado...HAHA!

Hari berlalu tanpa ada perkembangan berarti antara aku dan bitter babe...(ciyee....melankolis amet siyyy)...Bitter-blur-bitter-blur...!
Benar-benar susah memahami kondisi dan situasi sedang terjadi. ditambah lagi tiada inisiatif dari ybs untuk menjelaskan apa yg sedang terjadi. seringkali disaat kesempatan itu datang, kami berdua bersikap bloon dan seakan-akan tidak ada yg perlu diluruskan ataupun di jelaskan...

Entah sampai kapan kami akan bertahan dalam situasi seperti ini.... cukup menyiksa batin...ada bagusnya sihhhh...jadinya bisa merasakan Manis-Asam-Pahit nya perasaan cinta itu...( Mengutip kata-kata si Terot)
Tapi aku ingin kejelasan. if you don't love me, please let me go...can you?
Aku menyadari bahwasanya selama ini sudah bertindak bodoh..mengesampingkan semua nya hanya untuk dirimu... Sampai menyia2kan seseorang yang pada akhirnya baru kusadari sungguh berharga bagiku... (sangkin menyesalnya melakukan tidakan nekad menjambak-jambak rambut sendiri).

Terjebak dalam situasi seperti sungguh melelahkan. tak bisa memahami mu. tak bisa menggali isi hatimu. tak mengerti apa mau mu...
Kalau dipikirkan yah situasi yg kami alami tidak serumit dan seribet kisah kasih orang lain di luar sana...hehe...(menghibur diri sendiri).
Sampai kapan kah kita akan bertahan?

Bitter babe, i'm right here waiting for YOU.

Tikus-Tikus Nakal

Tikus-Tikus NAKAL


Tiba2 pagi ini ditemukan mami ku ada seekor tikus besar yg berkeliaran di rumah...kt mami ku sih ukurannya segede ubi kayu...haha...setelah sekian lama tikus-tikus nakal mengungsi dan hijrah entah kemana,koq bisa tiba2 balik kampung ya??apa mao lebaran?hihihi...
Tikus-tikus nakal tuh pernah gigitin sepatu ku ampe rusak,merampok makanan ampe ludes,ngerusak lemari dan dosa paling besar yg pernahj si tikus lakuin adalah memakan baju terusan batikku!ampe bolong besar!!!!dan parahnya,gw gak nyadar!sialnya gw pake ke ktr pulak!!!!betapa malunya ak,begitu menyadari baju ku sudah bolong digigit tikus!malu bercampur kesal!

Selain itu,tikus juga sering memata-matai tintin ku,kalau-kalau ada makanan tintin yg tersisa,pasti si tikus bakalan menunggu waktu yg tepat dan dengan segera akan mencurinya...

Oh ya,tepat disebelah rumahku,nyonya rumahnya seorang ibu yg sudah berumur,tapi masih tampak cantik dan sexy....pernah suatu kali ak ke rumah nya,dan si nyonya tidak menyadari kehadiranku...rupanya si nyonya cantik sedang mengawasi gerak-gerik tikus yg sedang dlm misi mau menerobos ke rumah si nyonya cantik...dan pintarnya,si nyonya menyiapkan umpan berupa BakPao..ketika si tikus asik menikmati BakPao lezatnya,si nyonya sibuk memasak air panas yg direncanakan akan disiramkan pada tikus nakal tersebut...karena tak kuasa menyaksikan peristiwa tragis itu,ak pun pamit pulang...akhirnya si tikus pun (menurut cerita si nyonya) tewas!
Si nyonya pernah bercerita pada mami ku bahwasanya tikus dirumahnya selalu datang tepat waktu alias ON TIME!Setiap hari di jam 18.40 tikus nakal tersebut akan dtg....
Kalo dipikir-pikir jangan-jangan si tikus pake jam tangan ya???Hahahaha.....Kalo gak mana mungkin selalu tepat waktu?kita aja yg uda ber jam tangan plus jam dinding di rumah,selalu telat!

Btw,baru teringat,apa tikus yg td pagi sudah balik ke alamnya blon yaaaa???Ihhhh...seremmmm....jangan ampe ak berpapasan dgn dia dhe....

24!

24!



OMG!Finally 24?Haha...gilee...da tua!
Saatnya untuk serius menjalani kehidupan!Sudah dr beberapa hari yg lalu banyak yg ngasi ucapan selamat!I'm so happy!ternyata banyak yg perhatian ma gw!hihi...=)
Saat ini sudah 24tahun lewat 1jam!masih ada 23 jam untuk menikmati "MY DAY"...
Deg2an menanti datangnya pagi!padahal sih keknya gak bakalan ada yg special sih...haha...cuma merasa senang ajah!apalagi sabtu libur!!!
Surprised juga tmnku si Anita menuliskan ucapan met ultah nya segede gajah di blogspotnya diaaa...Waaaa....tunggu pembalasanku yahhhh...Hehehe...
Masih menunggu ucapan selamat dr beberapa org yg terpenting dlm hidupku...tp,koq belum ada tanda2 kehidupan ya???ato jgn2 mereka lupa?ato pura2 lupa???
Huh...awas saja kalo ada yg berani lupa!haha!
Anw,semoga saja dgn bertambahnya umur ini,gw bisa menjadi lebih bijaksana,lebih sabar,lebih sukses,lebih disayang Tuhan,lebih lebih segalanya deh....Amin!
Happy Birthday to Me...!=D

Going to be 24 very soon!

Going to be 24 very soon!

Cinta ku bukanlah cinta biasa...
Jika kamu yg memiliki....
Syair lagu ini mengalun terus2an dibenakku sepanjang hr ni...ntah kenapa hr ini perasaan gw mellow banget!haha...
Tp emank gw suka banget ma lagu ini...and so excited buat nyambut film BUKAN CINTA BIASA yg bakalan premiere besok!
Keknya bsk gw harus ntn lah...apapun yg terjadi!
Hari ini rada capek jg...tp hepi...coz,my mom was back home!akhirnya no starving anymore!
Kaki pegel...perut kekenyangan...sialnya lagi muncul sebiji jerawat didekat pipiku!shit!
Td dinner bareng perempuan2 heboh dan gila!kenapa gw bilang gilak?karna apapun kejadian dan kata2 yg biasa2 saja bisa menjadi luar biasa lucu dan heboh dan akhirnya membuat kita ngakak tanpa memperdulikan sikon!HAHAHA!I love it!
Selama dinner,semua shared apapun yg sudah selama ini terjadi pada masing2...ada cerita lucu dan juga sedih...happy for two of my frens yang akhirnya telah menemukan seseorang yg bisa membuat hari2 mereka menjadi lebih berarti...
Oh ya,fyi hr ini kita merayakan ultah bersama juga...hihi...Gosh!we're 24 now????oh noooo....
Blehhhh....scary me enough!it's time to start to serious!no more kidding...=(
Koreksi : Gw belum 24!almost 24!Haha...masi punya lbh kurang 24 jam menuju 24!Halahhh....apa2an sih????

The city blackout day...

The city blackout...



Fiueeewwwhhhh....
Seharian mati lampu dari pagiiiii...padahal lagi semangat-semangatnya kerja...hohoho...
untunglah gw ngerjainnya pake laptop....tapi karna suasana di kantor kurang mendukung,jadinya agak malas juga...so,sekarang drpada bengong,gw cerita2 za dhe disini...

Sialnya,barusan gw di gigit nyamuk tepat di tengah2 jidat gw!shit!
Perut terasa kenyang,hati pun senang...
setelah sekian lama gw selalu melewatkan jam makan siang,hari ini tergoda juga untuk jalan2 ke luar nyari makanan...dan menu yang dipilih Chicken Chop plus Juice Nano2 (Nano2 sebab beraneka ragam buah yang di mix jadi 1)...Hahaha...

Pas sudah ampe titik juice terakhir baru gw sadari ternyata sendok minumannya ternyata agak kotorrrr...!!!!brrrrr....mampus dhe gw,siap2 aja sakit perut!
mau protes,sudah malas...yasud la....apa mau dikata...da masuk ke dalam perut juga....haizzz....

Btw,masalah mati lampu,kenapa setelah sekian lama kita hidup senang dan tidak terusik lagi dengan masalah sejuta umat yg namanya mati lampu,hari ini pada mati lampu lagi yahh???padahal kan uda mau pemilu???

Mudah-mudahan mati lampunya jangan ampe malam yaaaa....semua uda pada low batt nehhh...

Amin...amin....amin!

Packing & Moving!

Packing & Moving!


Yihaaaa....
Akhirnya menemukan tempat yg nyaman dan baru untuk menyalurkan apa yg ada dalam pikiran dan hatiku...
setelah sebelumnya rajin nge-blog di friendster...tp,karna da bosan ama friendster yg makin lama makin membludak (ampe-ampe keponakan gw yang umurnya baru 12 tahun juga punya fs), gw memutuskan untuk meninggalkan dunia hitam fs...Huahahaha....

Beberapa bulan terakhir saat-saat paling sibuk dan melelahkan dalam hidup...sampai2 sudah lupa memanjakan diri sendiri such as : creambath di salon,nonton,shopping,merawat hal-hal gak penting yg ada dalam diri....waduh!kacau dhe pokoknya....=(
Akhirnya hari ini aku mendapatkan kembali ketenangan kehidupan ku...sambil menikmati secangkir green tea hangat dan dengan hati yg damai....Hahaha.....

Mengapa???karena Sunset Policy sudah berakhirrrrrr!!!!HOreeeeee.....
Dan untuk merayakan hari kebebasan ku,i wanna go to shopping tonite!!!!

Indah nya hidup ini....halah...halahhhh....
Yasud....mau lanjut kerja dulu....ada beberapa hal yg mau dikerjakan dulu yakkkk....
Bu bay!