Short Trip

Dubidam dammm.... just finished booked a ticket for my short trip on this February. yes, i need to refreshing my mind, body and soul... Out from this town! Can't wait! Will meet up some friends there... oh, they don't know how much i miss them... especially my Gege Murugan!
Will spend my relax day with shopping or just stay and take a rest in the Hotel...
It's the brand new ME! and i miss my peaceful life like before i met him... Oh, yes i'm HAPPY now...
HAPPY life without you around me.... no worries!
And all i have to do now is preparing myself to welcoming the new one come and tune into my heart! Yaiyyyy...! =)))

PS: YOU are the terrible "memory" that i'll never ever forget. Thank YOU!
#now playing : HEARTBREAKERS by Ne-Yo

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Adjusting...

It hurts when you love someone and they don't love you back...
But i think, the worst hurt is when they already loved you before, and you didn't know it until they were over you.

And i guess, i was just one of those people who was supposed to walk in YOUR life, teach YOU a lesson of love and life, and then i'm walking out...

Is it mine or your fault? or our surrounding' ? No, it's not mine babieehh... I'm NORMAL. It's everybody else that needs adjusting. Yes, including YOU!

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One to Ten

1. I know GOD is very kind to me as He created me and placed me in this adorable family and friends. He created so much colour in my life and never leave me alone whenever i'm stuck in the black and grey. I love Jesus!
2. I do appreciate everyone who comes and goes from my life. Those who filled in my heart and life. Some are still in, some have become history. Sooner or later, everyone will become a "memory".
3. I enjoy cooking than baking.
4. I am trying hard to please everyone while i know it's kinda impossible.
5. I love purple and Doraemon. I really wish to have Doraemon's "kantong ajaib" so that i can take out his "Pintu Kemana Saja" and i can travel around the world just in a wink.
   
6. I get bored easily with something and someone.
7. I could hardly remember about something that happened in the past. Yes,i'm forgetful person. I only can remember to those worth to remember.
8. I will get mad when things doesn't happen as what i've planned.
9. I hate mosquitos to the max! They are really disturbing me during my work and my sleep.
10. I realized when i miss someone, it's not that i really miss the PERSON, but i actually miss the moment when i was with him/her.
    

Can't get over YOU...

Another day has gone by...
and i hate to admit that i still heart YOU!
I miss YOU but i hate YOU too...
I totally can't get over YOU...
I want to find a right person and into right relationship...
not trapped in this bad relationship with YOU
Our big problem is we still have our bitter sides that we share from time to time...
A big question mark in my mind : WHEN do i really get over YOU?

Personal EGO!

Happy New Year everyone!!!

Spend my holiday with shopping...and i'm happy...no working for three days! woke up at 10....and sleep at 9 or 10! Haha..i'm a happy PIG.
Celebrate my new year's eve with family...family gathering and fireworks at 12...went home at 3...and sleep at 3.30...and it was quite good enough! received many New year's greetings by BBM,FB and also SMS....That were from my clients, brother, sisters, friends and families...
it should made me happy enough..but why i still sad?and hate to admit it. it was because of YOU who didn't greet me...I guess it was because of your PERSONAL EGO that made you didn't texted me...as usual, u want me to greet you first,right? hey man, wake up from ur dream! Can't you try to make any effort to make me happy?

Enough is enough...i don't wanna bother reserving a space in my heart for YOU who doesn't make any effort to stay!
I will find a heart that will LOVE me at my worst and the arms that will HOLD me at my weakest... and sure,that's not YOU!
I will never ever give up. because the beginning is always the hardest... and i'll try my best to make a new start. The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistake and weaknesses, and still think you are completely amazing. and the most important thing in relationship is : APOLOGIZING doesn't mean you are wrong and they're right... sometimes you just value the relationship more than YOUR personal ego!
It's so hard for you to say "I'm SORRY"...
i can't stand for it anymore...Goodbye to you THE LOVED of my life (read: JERK)..
I realizing that everyone will be "just a memory" sooner or later....

Yeap...JUST a memory of YOU!

02 Januari 2010

Everybody by Ingrid Michaelson

We have fallen down again tonight
In this world it's hard to get it right
Trying to make your heart fit like a glove
What it needs is love, love, love

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Happy is the heart that still feels pain
Darkness drains and light will come again
Swing open your chest and let it in
Just let the love, love, love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

Everybody knows the love
Everybody holds the love
Everybody folds for love
Everybody feels the love
Everybody steals the love
Everybody heals with love

Oh oh oh
Just let the love love love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants be to loved
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh